Blood Lust Sneak Peek

Most would scream. 

Or try to get away. 

But I didn’t. At free-will, I cocked my head to the side, welcoming him.

It took me a while to get to this point, and honestly, I never thought I would get here. In the beginning, I was petrified. In the beginning, I screamed. I cried. When I could at least. When I wasn’t stuck, captivated by his allure.  In the beginning, my days and my nights were spent crying. Uncontrollably. Every single thought was of home. Now, my thoughts scared me. The way I thought about him made me uncomfortable. I welcomed him. I anticipated his presence. I looked forward to him coming for me. And when he didn’t pick me, I was upset and jealous. It was sick. I just… I just wanted to feel like more than what I really was. To him at least. I wanted to be desired. In some kind of fashion.